A new job... I dont know...

There is an opening for a new job with more money, better benefits, more growth potential etc. It is full time. ewww. I really like being home with babe 4 days a week. But with me making more money we can quickly get completely out of debt (DH has a car payment, we still have a little student loan action from me... nothing too serious but it would be an awesome feeling to not owe anything to anyone except our mortgage) I love my co-workers, I love the flexibility I have here. I love my boss.... I wont have all that with the new job. My plan is to apply and see what happens...

Still Waiting...

I have been so good about working out! I break a major sweat almost every day (I have taken maybe 5 days off in the last 3.5 weeks)! And althought I told myself I would wait until day 30, I got on the scale two days ago. And what do I see?? The exact same GOD DAMN numeber that I had before I started working out. DH was trying to be encouraging telling me that he can see a difference... what ever. I want to see a difference in number form. I am pissed.

Coming soon: Buffness

I have complained loud and hard about my extra flabby post baby bod. I am sure anyone who has hung out with me in the last 8 months could tell you that it is annoying. I know this. I have never really worked too hard at being slim and I figured since I only gained the recommended amount of pregnancy weight (27 lbs to be exact) that I would have about 2 pudgy months before my supermodel figure would reemerge (did I mention that I have developed a romanticised version of my self esteem before baby). I lost about 20 lbs the week after I gave birth. And here I am 8 months later with the same 10ish lbs just not budging. I am still nursing, but that is just an excuse. So, I have recruited 2 ladies at my work to be tourchered with me as we try to slim down using P90X. I have been working out for 5 days now and I am not buff yet, but it is coming.